I needed to get outta Dodge, today – to make my way to a quiet cove away from the bustle of San Carlos and the constant stream of sportfishers and tour/dive boats heading in and out of the bay. I’m at a cove called Caleta Lalo, less than two or three miles from the entrance to San Carlos Bay, just to the north.
This morning, though, before I left the Bay, I picked up my tanks, which
Gary’s Dive Shop was kind enough to fill and even deliver back to their dock for me so I didn’t have to transport them on my bike to their shop a mile or so down the road. After I had the tanks back on the boat, I went “war boating.” With my laptop and wifi antenna, I took my dinghy around the bay seeking the best free Internet, and discovered that no one place was better than any other for the one signal I was able to consistently connect to. Still, I’ve been working so much, I needed a break from having Internet. Internet is a momentum grabber; as soon as I get going on a nice piece of writing (whether code or … writing writing), I feel this evil need to check
Real Clear Politics again to see if any new battleground polls have come in.
I left San Carlos Bay around 11 am, hoping to get anchored at a safe spot before the afternoon onshore breeze picked up – lately it’s been blowing up to 25 knots in the Bay. I popped the fishing line in the water for the short hop around Punta Doble, and then it was a straight shot to Caleta Lalo. As I was getting close, I started to reel in the line, and hooked a little “shaker” on the way in. It was a Jack of some sort; I didn’t see the black spots, so it might have been a good-eating white skipjack, but it was so small I didn’t want to mess with it. I just grabbed his tail and gently twirled the barbless hooks out of his mouth and tossed him in and away he went, and I was back to directing
Chemistry into the cove.
The cove was (and is) completely empty, boat-wise, except for us, so I spun around at a good spot, backed down on the anchor in 23 feet of water, and within ten minutes I was in the water with mask, fins and snorkel to dive on the anchor and refresh myself in the warm water. The anchor was about as buried as buried gets – no worries at all. After I dried off, I grabbed my camera and took a trip into shore and for a spin around the cove. It’s a shame there’s so much trash on the beach. People…. I’ll pick up a bag full before heading back to the Bay tomorrow afternoon.
I remember when I was 9 or 10 and my sisters and I went and visited my dad at his condo on Maui. Just offshore, anchored right off the beach were these big beautiful sailboats. And I thought that must be the life. Now I see my own boat from the beach, and I’m reminded just how lucky I am to be here, to have this beautiful boat, and to be able to live such a life so relatively young. At forty I still feel 30, maybe 28, and the only thing I can imagine that would be better than this would be to have my boys with me and have no financial worries whatsoever.
It’s 8:45 and I just came in from the deck before I started writing this entry. I was laying on the bow, looking up at the stars, the planets, the bats flitting past my anchor light at the top of the mast, and it dawned on me that having young children makes it so much easier to imagine the immensity of everything around us because I consider detail-by-detail how I would describe it to G and T if they were here with me. In that context, it underscores the relative unimportance of all the things that make life distressing for so many. When you start to think about describing the universe to a child – the tens of thousands of stars just that we can see, the millions of others that create the light of the Milky Way, the thousands of galaxies contained within every small square degree of even the darkest part of our sky (with enough magnification) – it just intensifies the feeling of our smallness. For me, it makes it hard to consider wasting any time. It makes Wall Street stupid. It makes war even shittier.
But it really is luck that I’m here, and I appreciate that it’s the money of Wall Street (to a degree) that allows me to be here, the security of our world (to a degree) that keeps me safe here, and the cruising guide that brought me here in the first place. And this would be a less interesting place without the partiers on the beach, the music of my iPod playing in the background (Buddha Bar, Vol III, CD2: “Joy”), the book to read (
Choke, by Chuck Palahniuk).
We are so alone, and yet still so dependent.
I was napping this afternoon (I’ve been getting up at dawn and napping after lunch), and I was awakened by a frantic call on the VHF. Someone from across the Sea of Cortez was taking on water, and though he’s over sixty miles away, he’s apparently got a good VHF. I heard his panicked, high-pitched voice yelling “MAYDAY MAYDAY” amongst the whine of his engine as he tried to give his location and somehow get help from someone. He was six and a half miles offshore, off Santa Rosalita on the western side of the Sea. One fellow, very calmly and authoritatively, eventually took control of the situation over the VHF, and in a very reassuring voice asked the man everything that anyone needed to know if they were going to help him and then relayed that information to the nearest marina and the vessels nearest this man’s location.
When you’re utterly alone and taking on water, you have to take a second to assess the situation. All this man knew was that he was taking on water, but from what I could gather with the noise of his boat and the static of the distant transmission, he didn’t seem to know why. I’ve never been in this situation, but with enough sailing I’m sure one day I’ll encounter something like it. First of all, taking on water, in my opinion, isn’t a “Mayday,” it’s a “Pan-Pan.” Especially since it wasn’t yet so high that it had drowned his engine. After alerting other vessels that you *may* need assistance, the very first thing to do (assuming you’re wearing a life jacket and your life raft is ready to deploy if necessary) is figure out why you’re taking on water. I’m not sure what ended up being the issue, but as he was approaching the Singlar marina at Santa Rosalita he seemed much calmer, as if he had the situation under control. One person - in the rash of confusion before the one man took control of the radio rescue - had suggested he feel the temp of the water, and if it’s very warm it’s probably an exhaust leak, and instead of expelling the warm water after using it to cool the engine, it was spilling it into the engine compartment (and therefore filling the bilge/interior). Solution: shut off your engine. The other likely possibilities were a burst hose below waterline (check all of them, close the seacock – because you know where every single seacock is on your boat), a bad through-hull (put a plug in it, literally, from outside if necessary), a messed up shaft seal (dive under, plug a bunch of crap in there to slow the flow, and pray) or, worst case, he hit something big (like a shipping container) and it put a big hole in his boat (get ready to deploy the life raft).
Problem was, this man seemed more intent on crashing his boat at full speed into shallow water to “save” it, or hustling into the safe, waiting slings of the Singlar haul-out yard than actually finding the problem he needed to fix, and it was frustrating to all who were listening from around the Sea.
We all hope we’re cool when it happens, so ready, so level-headed, so well-spoken and efficient and just... together. But sometimes we need that reassuring voice on the line to help us lower our own pitch, to remind us that yes, we know what we’re doing and we’re ready for something like this. Somewhere, out there in the stars, amongst the millions of galaxies and the trillions of stars, it’s nice to think there might be other things – to think that maybe they’re listening, that maybe they’re someday going to tell us to calm the fuck down, to stop killing each other over different beliefs and stop fretting about the stock markets, and that somehow they know us well enough, and it’s in our nature to get through this.
TT